When you’ve decided on the most excellent action you can’t let your uncertainty of outcome deter your taking that action. You may succeed; you may fail; you may attract harsh criticism. None of that is up to you. Events will unfold as they may.
Regardless of the outcome there is no risk as far as your ability to make good use of the what happens. There is no risk to your ability to craft your character. In the essential matters there is no risk.
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